learn

~You'll never reach perfection because there's always room for improvement. Yet, along the way to perfection you'll learn to get better.~

Assalammualaikum..:)

Skrng boleh wat entry time hujung mnggu je.itu pun blum tentu lg..tgh wat maraton nk wat persiapan exm after rye bb nnt time rye aku mmg agk liat nk buka buku, daging yg mak masak wat rendang pun tak liat mc aku..tu pasal r kena paksa dlm rela utk menghabiskan mane yg mampu..kdg2 rase cm dh blackout je otak ni. nsb masih boleh fikir guna akal dan kewarasan..alhamdulillah..:)

actually, ade satu benda baru yg aku belajar. mungkin ini ramadhan yg paling indah pernh aku lalui..erti 'sabar'..bile kita diuji dgn ujian yg kita tak pernh duga hnye satu kite perlu yakin aknnya, iaitu sabar...perasaan yg terlalu unik hinggakan aku sendiri tak boleh nk mengukap dgn kata2.tp melalui 'sabar' itu aku kenal betapa manis dan indhnya kata dan laku 'sabar'..terasa kerdil diri ini bile aku tahu tahap kesabaranku, dimana pula level iman aku..huhu...(maaf ayt puitis yg tak seberapa ni..)

dah hati ini semakin kuat dlm menghadapi segala ketentuanNya. Alhamdulillah..bukan mudah utk berubah, buat perkara yg bukan kite slalo buat..yg slame ni hnye memerhati orng buat..tp nothing change without Allah will, effort and doa..for me, today Him knock my heart to change for good, then just go forward n never look back for the shadow..and it never label it as a crime'..

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Tidak walau sesaat pun emak dan abah melupakan anak-anaknya. Bibirnya sering dibasahi dgn doa demi kebahagian anak-anaknya, lelah dlm membesarkan anak-anaknya adlh saat paling indah yg di laluinya.

Benarlah yg kiranya kasih anak tidak sebesar kasih emak dan abah. Kasih anak yg mungkin terkadas dan tidak sampai ke makam emak dan abah. Mereka masih mampu untuk memaafkan, membelai dengan kasih dan cinta, CINTA TANPA SYARAT.

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lastword: Huh?.jgnlah blackout lg..huhu

keep on thinking

~everything is fated. Only interchanged by God's will, effort and doa.~

Assalammualaikum..:)

I'm start on thinking about my stdy right now. Have I finish cover all the subject? Have I made a revision for the last year question? Have I manage a good time table for my stdy? Have I make the things that important on a top?Ok!!! the answer is..NO, NO, NO...and still NOT YET!..Huh? Great right?..Yeah it's look great when you planing to get kill out you life! make a step right now bfre you realize that you have miss smmthng that is 'impotant' in your life..saiko..~

I have nothing to write actually, suddenly my mind is blocked..and my day is still same, nothing change here until I the one that will make the change.Huh?..ayt mcm ape enth ni. mule nk wat semak pg2 cmni..ok stop from make a waste thing and start to make something that can make you life like rainbow but the rainbow is not always there..come with shine,gone with silent. stop being a emotional person. I hate to be a emotional ones..Get out from my heart!!..

Times up.shut it off and grab your notes..

lastword: I'm in confusion to know smthing in a deep of me?!

float and sink??

Assalammualaikum...:)

Bulan ramadhan ni masa agak terhad utk aku berterusan ddk dpn laptop bb tu r entry pun dh mc tenggelam timbul je skrng..di tambah plak exm yg semakin hari semakin dekat menghampiri..rase cm tak ckup mase r plak skrng nk stdy, byk sngt yg aku tak sempat nk cover..tp insyaAllah target utama nk hbskan semua medical n surgical dlm bln ramadhan ni, then time rye nnt boleh r senang lenang bace pharmacology...Huh?..bajet senang nk bace smbil goyang kaki emak masak kari..orng tgh mood rye je semua tetibe boleh plak muncul scene yg aku kena stdy raye ni..mmg r menduga sungguh..

Actually ni entry express je..tgk r dgn tade headernye, maen terjah je..ni pun dh dekat nk buke pose tp di sbbkan dh plan awl nk update entry kena r wat gak..bb rindu dh nk menaip berjela dan meter kat sini..one more things yg nk share pasal kerenah orng buke pose ngan solat terawih..bukan nk ckp ape tp dh seminggu pose mcm2 kerenah dan gelagat aku tgk, mule dari buke pose smpai r ke terawih..maklumlah bile amal setahun sekali je..tu belum masuk bab raye lagu berharu biru agaknye kerenah orng2 yg bergelar mnusia..

ape2 pun next entry aku wat smbung..

lastword: let Him lead us, now is the right time for you make a move.

adegan?!

~Every cloud has a silver lining~

Assalammulaikum...:)

Huh?..bersawang dh ke laman ni?..seminggu jugak lah aku mebawa diri, menyepi diri bila kemalasan melanda dan bila berlakunya kepincangan dalam negeri Jajahan..!

tak pasal puting beliung semua jd, n tak pasal jugak aku hilang mcm tu je..tunggu matahari je yg terbit..ayat dh mcm sasterawan yg tak di iktiraf lansung..kalau ahli sasterawan dgr mahunye aku kena baling dgn kamus dewan bahasa yg berkilo tu..

Actually, I'm stiil here standing on earth keep on screaming when I'm feel blocked, try not to be a crying baby when I'm REALLY miss my mum,dad n all my abg..Huh? sejak bile aku jd insan yg penuh dgn perasaan pun aku tak tahu..?!

What is more important now I can shout loudly that ''I'm Free''..free from everything that giving name an independent.I'm feel like buterfly that can fly on air without wondering. Finally, I get want I want. n the rest let Her give the best for my life..

Erm..I had to go now n I'm going to write more on the next entry.some people have said that 'better late than never' so here I want to say ''Selamat menyambut Ramdhan al-Mubarak''..semoga ramadhan kali ini lebih sempurna dri sebelumnya..InsyaAllah..

lastword:selamat berpuasa..jgn tak pose ea..!

asngmnt+?

~Setiap mata yg tertutp belum bererti dia tidur dan setiap mata yang terbuka belum bererti dia melihat~



Assalammualaikum...:)



Erm..setelah berpoya yg tak berpoya sgt cuti hujung minggu ni then kena fikir
yg besok ade clas..Wah?..kene search for the spirit toningt! Ye r mane taknye asgmnt yg patut aku buat hujung minggu ni aku biarkan sepi je dlm loker buku tu...ape yg aku buat?


this is the list:

-movie maraton
-buku sygku maraton~Hlovate~
(sape rase cm dh nk bengkak teinge dgr name Hlovate boleh tido sekarang)
-berjalan di bandar KT
-memanjakan diri di katil yg empuk bersama bantal yg mmg di import khas dri umh aku
-berblogging
-berchat dgn kwn2 aku mcm 10 tahu tak jumpe..
-stdy mcm suiz lampu 'on' jap lg 'off'


LOOK!!! lazzy visur has affected to me. tonight I have to find something to cure it because it's getting worse right now..REALLY!!!..

Anybody out there want to help me to read all the notes about Pharmacology then give a summary to me..expecially for 'Tranquillizer'..then sape2 yg rase nk amek ni boleh dftr diri kat mane2 Hosp. Mental..!

ops!!! i got the spirit..so Jom Stdy..!!(hahahaha!! poyos je lebih..tgk r stdy ke tak)

Exm dekat dh..semua duk cm kapal karam ni?...! mmg aku leh iktiraf diri sendiri jd pejuang berani mati..!..

lastword: last quiz is AWESOME!!!

this make me SICK!!

~ Berdiam diri adalah unsur yang terbesar untuk membentuk perkara-perkara besar~


Assalammualaikum...:)



Im here again with swing mood..Really Im not in mood right now.I dont know why?..Just Im feel uncomfortable right now..Urgh!!!!!...I loath this feel..!

Ok!! sometimes I just want make the things simple but it cant bcz is going to be complicated until Im feel messy n it start clutter my mind..and Im start asking myself with alot of questions..

what happen to you?
It is to hard for you?
Why must you make the things going complicated, just let it?
why you anger?
who made you anger?
Are those thing make you feel like this?


Huh? really Im said it before, there are alot of quetion coming out in my mind.I know it was my responsible but I dont know why I cant do it..I just want to be free right now. far away from all those thing yg clutter my mind skrng ni..damm!!!!! Im dont want this feeling. Go away from me!!! Just go n leave me alone!!!!


Yeah!!! I'm feel better now.Just write what I'm feel n for those yg takleh nk trime semua ni..just shut it off.! Anybody out there will getting hurt when I want to say
' ALL OF YOU MAKE ME SICK!!!'


Ok r before the situation getting worse better I'm off!!!

lastword: start search who I am?..need some quiz!

taG

1) thanks nd link d person that tagged u

firstly, thanx to this person. who kindly give this award to me..
credit for you miss azyan

2) tag 15 bloggers u haved rec ently discovered nd think fatastics

erm?..rmainye..takpe2 demi blogger yg tercinta..
sanggup ke renang kolam di bendang luar..Huh?..eyakS!!!

3) contact that blong and let them know they've been tagged

alamak?!..kene tupup byk r cmni..takpe2 tampal notis sudah..hehehe

4) state 7 things about urself

-simple

sometimes

-emotional (sejak ddk jauh2 ni r)
-quite 'cerewet' when talkng about fashion, my work n other stuff..Huh!
-loving (rase cm tgh tgk citer pontianak!..hahah)

n never

-just want everything is belong to you (cruel n selfish!)
-never think about others bcz i have my world!
-really have syndrome 'day dream'

~The End~
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my 1st Quiz

Assalammualaikum...:)

td aku telah pun merepek ddan mebebel sikit sambil makan kerepek cecah air teh...
then tetibe nk maen love quiz..
so now lets take a look the result..:)

Are you in 'L-O-V-E'

BFF Forever..maybe...

Have you guys been friends for awhile? Like ever since you were little? Well time changes and so do people, No one person is the same forever. As your intrest change your type changes so maybe your falling for your BFF. Is this good? I'v never been in love with my best friend but it would be very complicated. I'm not a love guru so i wish you the best of luck with your emotions!! You have one life, so live it hard! LovenLearn

Hahahahaha!!!...ni lah die bile sekali dan sekadang nk wat keje yg luar alam..mcm r takde quiz laen nk maen..npe? is there something pop up in your life?..
Erm..
Erm..

YES!
Y-E-S

I have found the love letters now..I told already bfre this..:)
just want to share something yg memang luar kerak bumi..Fuh?.!

lastword: another quiz going to be on tomorrow..:)

after a DAY

Assalammualaikum...:)



Here, today a mother still do their job by take care of their family even have to work,
a father still buzy with their work at office,
a child out there keep waiting for their dadday to pick them after a school..
nothing changes..is what going out here too. day going buzy day to day and I'm getting lost here..
Ops!!! I really need my life back.


Ceh!!! ayat mcm la dh takde life lansung kat sini..tp mmg pun..hahaha!
actually quite boared here when Im keep doing the same thing every day..
wake up early in the morning for class then keep going untill evening..
then continue for the class at night..Huh?..is that call student?
Really?!!!...mybe one day Im going to smile when think about how's my life when Im on stdying..
the momment sometimes so nice but sometimes is look like nightmare to me..huhu..

Ok..new style of writing here..make renovation for new month..almost 5 month I have keep writtting here..without wonder what Im want to write bcz I just live on my life..
Thanx aloot to all of you that have been here for a while mybe..really thanx..:)
and today Im keep on writting bcz I like to live on this way n the big things are when I got to know and learn something from all of you..:)

lastwords:lets get some quiz..:)

eXpress

Assalammualaikum...:)


Ok..ni entry express yg aku nk wat. nk bg tahu yg aku agak keciwe dan agak murka bile video yg aku wat finally tak dpt nk publish for presentation mlm ni..nmpk tak? Geram sgt semalam smpaikan nk wat semua keje tak menjadi..alih2 g call mak n bercalling smpai kul bape enth, then bg tahu abh yg esok ade test..ape lg mmg lame dh tak dgr ceramah+tazkirah yg amat berharga itu...huhu..

''abh, actually esok kakak ade test..''

mcm bangga giler aku ckp ade test..

''dh stdy blum?..yg duk gayut ni boleh plak ea..dh2 g stdy...*..*''

panjang lg abah bebel actually..hehehe...

tak hbs di situ sahaja perasaan GERAM itu..then aku pun makan r. Pelik?..npe klo geram or tak puas hati or pape je r then mesti makan..nape perlu melakukan tabiat yg amat BAGUS itu, then balik nnt akan dgr suara unggas yg berbunyi...

''gemok dh sekarang.."

Damm!!! really time tu nk je ckp..biarlah tak pinjam bdn sape2 pun nk gemok or kurus..hahaha..! ayt bajet dh ni..sekali ko kene balik dgn orng tu baru ko tahu...huhu..dah!!...laen kali kalau orang ckp ayat piawai tu..aku akan ckp...

''bagus ape sihat je..tp tak lah sihat smpai mengundang sakit...''

sopan dan ade maksud tersirat dan tersurat cume tak smpai kepada sebelah pihak je cz posmen cuti time tu..amek ko nk sgt td...!

then skrng tetibe aku teringt..?..bile nk next week?..nk pose n yg paling penting nk BALIK...Wah?...I'm going home...:)


lastword:thanx pd semua yg membantu utk mengconvert video tu..sgt2 terima kasih..walaupun ianya tidak berjaya..argh!!!!..